October 2010
4 posts
“You forget all of it anyway.
First, you forget everything you learned — the...”
– Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac (via skysignal) (via connectledotts) (via firecrackers) (via trapeze) (via wat-son)
FUCK HIGHSCHOOL
“help. help. help. i feel life coming closer when all i want is to die.
-marilyn...”
September 2010
2 posts
October 2009
1 post
Who were you there with? Cause’ I swear I’ve seen him before Though in the distance, I just turn my head away We parted clinging to the same trends, Makes sense to a girl who cries at least twice a day, cause she’s unhappy. We could of made it. A couple of deep breaths. There was a light, we could of reached it, there was a light. Though all this pain and aggrivation, Causes me...
September 2009
3 posts
90 people get the swine flu and everybody wants to...
nontoxiccolors:
mcghoogle:
sorcieres:
timesarechanging:yerawizardharry:hershey20:(via cascascas)
she's willingingly giving me drugs.
here’s what i need to do.
have a nice weekend.
i’m about to go apply for two jobs that i’m pretty sure i’ll get
becasue my mom knows the owner of one place,
and the other place needs an entire new staff.
and because i don’t have pink hair anymore.
i need to buy two high waisted skirts, and a pair of jeans and a pair of boots.
i need to go to new york city
i...
LOVE CONQUERS ALL.
so, today was….incredible.
i was having the worst week: my boyfriend unexpectantly broke up with me sunday night, my schedule was all fucked up at school, i was having so much trouble catching up in all my classes because i was sick all last week.
today i got my schedule fixed, after going to guidance two periods a day, every day, looking through files and computers and emailing teachers...
July 2009
6 posts
DHGJKHDJSGHJSH
IT REALLY SUCKS
APPLYING FOR ALL THESE JOBS
AND NOT GETTING HIRED CUZ THEY’RE “NOT HIRING AT THE MOMENT”
BUT THEN SEEEING EVERYONE ELSE GET THE JOBS!
THAT I APPLIED FOR FIRST.
FUCKERS FUCKERS FUCKERS.
things i have done this summer:
slept all day
complained
gone to the cascades
touched/kissed/fucked
talked shit
smoked a hookah
worried
cried/whined
….facebook.
fuck that.
nothing is new, and nothing is fun, nothing is exciting.
it’ll never be as good as a summer spent falling in love .
never. :[
“today, i had 7 orgasms in total. amazing.”
I’m not the one that you want, I’ll only let you down.
And I’m pretty sure that you’ve caught on.
And you can say that ‘Oh, I’m just feeling sorry for my…’
I think it’s every time I walk into a room
a silence so sudden that I seem to hear it
(Smiles turn to frowns)
Contact saying that you are the rain on their parade.
And how long could you...
June 2009
24 posts
oh and;
i want to go to the vibes- prob happening. :)
i want to get my tattoo- def happening.
i want to throw poooool partys and tea parties and foood? parties!
i want to be a nudist for like a week.
i want to have my threesome, finally!
i want to make cupcakes a lot.
i want more gay firends to make cupcakes with.
i want to go to newww york with kloud and kevin
i want to double date w linnea nd...
!!!
for my one year anniversary
i want to
skip 8th period
go to eat hibachi lunch and take a bunch of pictures
then go to the beach and lie there foreverrr
and then go home
and paint each other
and make lovee <3
and end the night with hugs and kisses;
we’ve done well not arguing. :)
for summer, i have some ideas:
i want to go to any music festivals/ concerts on lawns. i...
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TODAAAAY, i fought and fought and fought, and it poureddd, i sat on the ground as we smoked our cigarettes, drowning each other in arguements.
you brought me home, and i hated you, sure we were done for.
i stood outside as you attempted to break into your house.
i thought you were stupid, and that we ould have to stand in the wet yard forever.
but you stood on a chair, hoisted yourself to the...
SUMMER 2008888
JUNE new exciting fresh sunny lust hook ups colorful free smoke sneaking out giggles JULY “There was madness in any direction, at any hour. You could strike sparks anywhere. There was a fantastic universal sense that whatever we were doing was right, that we were winning. ” unforgettable money friends people parties drunk newports beach high busy fun constant pizza betrayal love AUGUST...
june first.
can we jus tbe honest here? he doesn’t, never did, and never will love you. and you already knew that but you keep FOOLING yourself just to look good, don’t you. your the dumbest person i’ve ever met, and i dont want to make sense of you anymore. its exhausting. otherwise: my 1 year ONE YEAR! annversary is in, 15 days. and i already have a hotel i will be in ; and i made the...
May 2009
43 posts
i’m eating a salad naked. i love summer.
things i learned today
-don’t assume ANYTHING,and dont overanalyze, and don’t talk so loud!
-“immigrants work harder than any of us assholes. they run this fucking country”
- a smile could fix anything!
- black and milds are THE smell of summer.
- you can have sex at epcot, and in telephone booths.
- do not bring camera to the beach
- wear fucking sunscreen, even if your indoors?
- aloe...
i can still hear your SCREAAAAAAM
what the fuck is this. my best friend, my therapist, my photographer, my narrator… is a drug addict. i wish i could be a drug addict too. i wish i could cheat, and win. i wish i could stop wishing and just go., you know where i want to go? to jacksonville, Fl. to California and Barcelona. but i never will. i won’t even have an album for PROM, i will never be a prom queen. i have to...
“you’re what is best for me right now.”