june first.
can we jus tbe honest here? he doesn’t, never did, and never will love you. and you already knew that but you keep FOOLING yourself just to look good, don’t you. your the dumbest person i’ve ever met, and i dont want to make sense of you anymore. its exhausting. otherwise: my 1 year ONE YEAR! annversary is in, 15 days. and i already have a hotel i will be in ; and i made the appointment to take the pilll this friday. and, my hair is blond-er, my nails are done, my eyebrows are done, my skin is getting tanner. i’m just on my way to beach babe :] and i have a feeling that i can tolerate the mary jane i strayed from to give me my soul back. and i’m getting a tattoo and my bellybutton and my hair cut soooon. everything i sso nice, now i just need school to end.
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